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Jul. 20th, 2010

The K Wave

Ah, the 'Korean wave' is still going strong! The more I watch WGM, the more I love the Adam couple. ^^ They are the most realistic and funny couple of all...and somehow I can relate to them...also, jokwon never fails to craack me up...I think this is the type of humour that I like....hahaha...oh, and it is such a pity that I am going to miss so many Korean lessons...didn't expect it to turn out this way.... =s

I realised that every day, I learn abit more about life, and this is good. Ever since I started work officially, I am in a new phase of learning. Somehow, I feel the growing importance of spending enough time with my family; My sis, my mum, my dad, my grandparents....I don't want to regret not spending enough time with them...of course, most importantly, learning to spend more time with God as well as my friends. Time management is so important, yet difficult...

I figured that I should also find back my interest in art, and not let it go to waste. I had always wanted to paint and make crafts as a hobby. So I finally acted on it and went to buy materials on Sunday for painting. I finally decided on acrylic painting since I am still a beginner..Yep, I had really wanted to get an easel! I think painting will not be complete without one....haha...just an illusion that is stuck in my head =p I literally spent 2 hours in the shop, just browsing through everything that I think I need to look at, and deciding on what to get. In the end, I did not buy the easel. Not practical la, and I think it can wait. My first work will be for my grandma's room =) Sigh, my art-touch is rusty already....think it's gonna be abit hard trying to do a good job after 2 decades....LOL >< BUT, I will still try my best! I am still in the midst of learning the essential techniques, to ensure that I can at least do a decent painting =)

That aside, work is good =) Really thank God for His provision. Now I just need to pack my room, and I will feel more at ease.





 


Mar. 28th, 2010

post-hiatus - hopes for the future

It's been a long while ever since i last blogged here. Am actually typing from my Asus Eee =) very happy with my new baby! it's in pretty white. it's small, light and portable. battery life is really good too! can last at least 8 hours.

This post will just be random ramblings..i have just completed 9 months of pre-reg training. I am thankful for Him putting me through pre-reg in TT. Cannot imagine being anywhere else without this wonderful bunch. My peers have helped me to learn more about myself, and to increase my confidence and self identity. I am now enjoying a 2-month hiatus. Honestly i also agree that it is very long, but I will make the most of my break and learn as much as i can, and try to determine if work-life balance is even possible.

Things that i would like to do in the month of april:

  1. learn to spend more time with God
  2. exercise and keep fit!
  3. spend quality time with my grandparents and my loved ones
  4. read up on dermatology topics, revise my pre-reg notes
  5. rearrange my notes, archive them neatly
  6. learn to cook (e.g. soup, herbal tea, healthy food)
  7. learn korean (will be useful for my trip in may)
  8. think about what i would like to achieve in my career

In May, it will be an exciting month of travel! I will be heading to Korea with my dear pharmacy friends, and then to Taiwan end of May. Will be spending my birthday in Korea =) That will be the first time i will celebrate my birthday in another country. It will be highly anticipated! =)

For missing out on the grad trip with the acacians, there feels a kind of loss, but I hope I can at least spend quality time with them in Korea, before work comes tumbling in full force for all of us. Even though I could not be with them on the same grad trip last year, we met along the way, and I look back at my grad trip with no regrets. Only happy memories remain with me, not otherwise. =)

Just watched YB, and I am absolutely in love with JGS :) JGS is younger than me but more mature than those of his age. Knowing JGS somehow rekindled a lost spirit in me. I think I should not fear the future, but to embrace it and dream BIG. Find my passion in life and live it out. Then I will look back and smile, knowing that there are no regrets. The things that I love, I should learn to appreciate and love unconditionally. The talents that I have, I should learn to grow them and use them mightily for His glory, and not my own.

I am aware that my interests are scattered in various fields, and that I am also one who is easily influenced by others. I may appear to be a joker at times, but I deeply desire to be respected for my opinions and choices.

In this new year, I want to develop my interests. Learn to know who I am, be firm and stick to my beliefs. Work will come with politics, whether I like it or not. I hope that I can learn to be more streetsmart and not end up being intertwined unknowingly in the grapevines. I hope that I will be unbiased and professional as a pharmacist, and that I will be patient, loving, and respected for the things I do, and that I can help others through both my strengths and weaknesses.  I also hope to learn to love those around me, and not be selfish.

A recent incident made me feel ashamed of myself. I must admit that I was really exhausted and drained at that point in time when you called. Late nights out are no longer something that I am used to. I could have stepped out of my comfort zone, yet I didn't. For that I am sorry. I may not know what happened, but I hope you are ok.

Alright, that's all for now. Random? yeah. Though this may appear to be a belated year resolution, I still want to post this up as a reminder to self. 2010 will be a year of change. Of good changes =)
 


Nov. 3rd, 2009

The Protector: What's your type? :)


ISFJ: The Protector

ISFJs make up 14% of the US population.

ISFJs are hardworking caretakers, loyal to traditions and organizations. They are practical and caring, and are motivated to provide for others and protect them from the perils of life. ISFJs take their personal values seriously, and are committed to maintaining harmonious and cooperative relationships. ISFJs appreciate tradition and are often the family historians, ensuring that younger generations respect and value the established customs. ISFJs are responsible and committed workers, and place great importance on fulfilling their duties, particularly when they are taking care of the needs of others. They are typically orderly, sensible, and compassionate.

Popular leisure activities for ISFJs include cooking, gardening, painting, crafts, picnics, nature walks, and watching movies. They are also often found supporting their loved ones in their interests and activities.

At work, the ISFJ is motivated by the desire to help others in a practical, organized way. ISFJs enjoy work that requires careful attention to detail and adherence to established procedures, and like to be efficient and structured in their completion of tasks. They prefer an explicit authority structure and clear expectations.  ISFJs usually prefer to work behind the scenes, and like to receive recognition in a low-key way without being required to present their work publicly. An ideal job for an ISFJ involves well-defined work tasks that achieve a concrete or observable result, and does not require a lot of multi-tasking. An ideal work environment for an ISFJ is orderly, provides plenty of privacy, and includes colleagues who share the ISFJ’s values.

In leadership positions, ISFJs tend to be traditional, helpful, and realistic. They are focused on what can be done to help others in a practical, responsible way. ISFJs are often reluctant to take leadership roles, but are committed to doing their duty and will take on a leadership position if asked to. ISFJs are loyal to organizations and follow established procedures meticulously. They have a strong belief in authority and respect for hierarchy, and will expect the same from their teams. Because they tend to prefer working behind the scenes, they may exercise influence primarily by building strong relationships with others.

Popular careers for the ISFJ include:

  • family physician
  • dental hygienist
  • nurse
  • nutritionist
  • biologist
  • veterinarian
  • pharmacist
  • social worker
  • librarian
  • elementary school teacher
  • educational administrator
  • genealogist
  • fish and game warden
  • bookkeeper
  • paralegal
  • desktop publisher
  • computer support specialist
  • innkeeper
  • funeral director
  • interior decorator

In relationships, the ISFJ is generous, accomodating, and loyal. ISFJs are dedicated to the task of taking care of their loved ones, and take their family responsibilities seriously. ISFJs often adhere to traditional gender roles, and happily take on the customary household duties. ISFJs can tend to put their partner’s needs ahead of their own, and run the risk of being taken advantage of because of their desire to please others. They prize harmony and will often withdraw rather than engage in conflict. ISFJs appreciate a considerate and thoughtful partner who recognizes their dedication and ability to nurture others.

Good matches for the ISFJ include other Sensing Judger types (ESFJ, ISFJ, ESTJ, and ISTJ), who share the ISFJ’s commitment to tradition and responsibility. ISFJs also have high rates of satisfaction when paired with Intuitive Feeling types such as INFP, ENFP, INFJ, and ENFJ, who share the ISFJ’s sensitivity and dedication to making a relationship work.

As parents, ISFJs are devoted, traditional, and responsible. They are often firm but loving disciplinarians, and want to teach their children to do the right thing and adhere to the rules of society. ISFJ parents can be overprotective in their motivation to shield their children from the dangers of life, and may blame themselves for problems that their children experience, feeling that they didn’t work hard enough as parents. ISFJs are nurturing and practical, and excellent at providing for their children’s daily needs.

Famous ISFJs include Mother Teresa, Barbara Bush, Kristy Yamaguchi, Robert E. Lee, Queen Elizabeth II, and Louisa May Alcott.

Interesting facts about the ISFJ:

  • On personality trait measures, score as Conservative, Conventional, Guarded, and Reserved
  • Among types most likely to believe in a higher spiritual power
  • More likely than average to experience chronic pain
  • Among types most likely to suffer heart disease
  • Second most common type among education majors in college
  • More likely than other types to watch more than 3 hours of television per day
  • Personal values include Happy family, Health and Spirituality
  • Overrepresented among MBA students and male small business owners
  • Among three types with the lowest income
  • Commonly found in education, health care, and religious occupations

 

Sources:
MBTI Manual, Third Edition, Briggs Myers et. al.
Introduction to Type and Careers, Hammer
Just Your Type, Tieger and Barron-Tieger
Please Understand Me II, David Keirsey
Do What You Are, Tieger and Barron-Tieger
Quick Guide to the 16 Personality Types in Organizations, Berens et. al.

©2008 by Molly Owens.

(no subject)


Popular Occupations for ISFJ’s

 HEALTH CARE

Dental hygienist

Family physician

Nurse (RN or LPN)

Medical technologist

Physical therapist

Medical equipment salesperson

Health care administrator

Dietician/nutritionist

Optician

Medical record administrator

Pharmacist/pharmacy technician

Radiological technician

Respiratory therapist

Veterinarian

Primary care physician

Home health aide

Medical/dental assistant

Pharmaceuticals salesperson

Hospice worker

Medical researcher

Biologist

Botanist

Dentist

Orthodontist

Occupational therapist

Surgical technologist and technician

Dental laboratory technician

Corrective therapist

Dialysis technician

 

SOCIAL SERVICE/RESEARCH

Preschool/elementary teacher

Librarian/archivist

Social worker

Personal counselor

Speech pathologist

Probation officer

Home health social worker

Child welfare counselor

Substance abuse counselor

Social worker (elderly and child day care issues)

Elementary school teacher

Special education teacher

Genealogist

Curator

Educational administrator

Guidance counselor

Religious educator

Vocational rehabilitation counselor

Historian

Athletic trainer

Fish and game warden

Horticultural specialty grower

Police identification and records specialist

Stringed instrument repairer

Residence counselor

Farmer

 

BUSINESS/SERVICE

Secretary

Clerical supervisor

Customer service representative

Personnel administrator

Computer operator

Bookkeeper

Credit counselor

Paralegal

Home health care sales

Lawn service manager

Computer support specialist

Franchise owner (retail)

Archivist

Museum research worker

Funeral director

Grant coordinator

Title examiner and abstractor

 

CREATIVE/TECHNICAL

Retail owner or salesperson

Innkeeper

Artist

Musician

Preferred customer sales representative

Merchandise planner

Real estate agent/broker

Jeweler

Interior decorator

Electrician

Fashion merchandiser

Guard/watchkeeper

(Adapted from “Do What you Are” by Tieger & Barron- Tieger)

Additional Info on ISFJ career issues


ISFJ

Your Type and Your Career


ISFJ

practical
caring
conscientious

Understanding your preferences as an ISFJ will make it easier to identify what is likely to feel 'right' for you at work and help you when you are planning a career change.

The best employment options for you will allow you to use your natural strengths and limit your exposure to tasks and situations that will drain you.

Here are some suggestions about what is likely to suit you in terms of personal strengths at work, preferred environment and your leadership style. There is also an indication of possible areas of weakness you should watch out for when you are assessing career change ideas.


 

 

 

Your strengths at work


    Want to know how understanding your personality can help you choose the right career?

    Read more...

     
  • Strong work ethic
  • Excellent at developing and implementing routines and procedures
  • Enjoy supporting and helping others – colleagues and customers
  • Practical and down-to-earth
  • Take needs of others into account
  • Accurate, meticulous and patient with detail
  • Willing to take time to support and help others
  • Can be depended upon to get things done
  • Good at getting things organised
  • Preserve what works
  • Build consensus and stability
  • Excellent people skills
  • Loyal and traditional
.

 

 

Your preferred work environment

  • Contains colleagues who are conscientious
  • Provides stability and security
  • Offers clearly structured systems and tasks
  • Calm and quiet
  • Efficient and well run
  • Provides opportunities for privacy
  • Has a service orientation
.

 

 

Your leadership style

  • May be a reluctant leader
  • Will take the lead if necessary for the sake of others
  • Operate within organisational structures and hierarchies
  • Follows rules and procedures & expects others to do the same
  • Focus on practical and operational aspects where concrete results can be achieved
  • Work hard to create harmony in the team
  • Support and encourage others
.

 

 

The weaknesses you should watch out for

  • May be reluctant to make tough decisions
  • May feel undervalued if their work is not appreciated, with praise rather than money or status
  • Can be inflexible in preferring to stick with clear and existing procedures
  • May not be able to change direction quickly or at the last minute
  • Can get stuck in the detail and fail to see the bigger picture
  • Uncomfortable with rapidly changing work environment
  • May not be assertive regarding their own needs
  • May get stuck in a job that is not right due to loyalty
  • Find it hard to say no to work so can be overworked


 

These points should help you identify if a job or an area of work is worth considering. But remember that there are successful people of ALL types in ALL jobs. Particular types may find certain areas of work especially satisfying and others more challenging. Use your understanding of your own ISFJ preferences to help you explore and develop your career ideas, not to limit them.


 

 

Not sure if this is you?

 

Then take a look at the other similar types, where only one of the preferences is different. You may find that they are a more comfortable 'fit'.

 

ISFP - ISTJ - INFJ - ESFJ

My personliaty: ISFJ? What do you think?

It's been a long hiatus! Just starting to ponder how my future directions will be like, and so I thought, hey - maybe I could try a personality test to see my personality type, just for fun! So I did one, and here are the results:

Guardian™ Portrait of the Protector (ISFJ)

We are lucky that Protectors make up as much as ten percent the population, because their primary interest is in the safety and security of those they care about - their family, their circle of friends, their students, their patients, their boss, their fellow-workers, or their employees. Protectors have an extraordinary sense of loyalty and responsibility in their makeup, and seem fulfilled in the degree they can shield others from the dirt and dangers of the world. Speculating and experimenting do not intrigue Protectors, who prefer to make do with time-honored and time-tested products and procedures rather than change to new. At work Protectors are seldom happy in situations where the rules are constantly changing, or where long-established ways of doing things are not respected. For their part, Protectors value tradition, both in the culture and in their family. Protectors believe deeply in the stability of social ranking conferred by birth, titles, offices, and credentials. And they cherish family history and enjoy caring for family property, from houses to heirlooms.

 Wanting to be of service to others, Protectors find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden, and can deal with disability and neediness in others better than any other type. They are not as outgoing and talkative as the Provider Guardians [ESFJs], and their shyness is often misjudged as stiffness, even coldness, when in truth Protectors are warm-hearted and sympathetic, giving happily of themselves to those in need.

Their reserve ought really to be seen as an expression of their sincerity and seriousness of purpose. The most diligent of all the types, Protectors are willing to work long, hard hours quietly doing all the thankless jobs that others manage to avoid. Protectors are quite happy working alone; in fact, in positions of authority they may try to do everything themselves rather than direct others to get the job done. Thoroughness and frugality are also virtues for them. When Protectors undertake a task, they will complete it if humanly possible. They also know better than any other type the value of a dollar, and they abhor the squandering or misuse of money. To save, to put something aside against an unpredictable future, to prepare for emergencies-these are actions near and dear to the Protector's heart. For all these reasons, Protectors are frequently overworked, just as they are frequently misunderstood and undervalued. Their contributions, and also their economies, are often taken for granted, and they rarely get the gratitude they deserve.

Mother Teresa, George H.W. Bush, Jimmy Stewart, and Tsar Nicholas II are examples of Protector Guardian style.

Below are some of the career options suggested:

Social Service: Social work, religious education, education, counselling
Health care: Healthcare administrator, Medical/dental assistant, nursing, radiologic technician
Art/Technical: translator, computer programming, design (interior, graphic, industrial), engineering
Customer service: Account/bookkeeping, management, paralegal
Famous people of your type: Jimmy Carter, Jane Fonda, Albert Schweitzer


Health care administrator? Seems like what I am doing now. Ah, I spot interior/graphic design! Hmmm....PONDERS.


More details about my personality type (for archiving's sake):
Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
by Marina Margaret Heiss

Profile: ISFJ
Revision: 3.1
Date of Revision: 20 Aug 2007


ISFJs are characterized above all by their desire to serve others, their "need to be needed." In extreme cases, this need is so strong that standard give-and-take relationships are deeply unsatisfying to them; however, most ISFJs find more than enough with which to occupy themselves within the framework of a normal life. (Since ISFJs, like all SJs, are very much bound by the prevailing social conventions, their form of "service" is likely to exclude any elements of moral or political controversy; they specialize in the local, the personal, and the practical.)

ISFJs are often unappreciated, at work, home, and play. Ironically, because they prove over and over that they can be relied on for their loyalty and unstinting, high-quality work, those around them often take them for granted--even take advantage of them. Admittedly, the problem is sometimes aggravated by the ISFJs themselves; for instance, they are notoriously bad at delegating ("If you want it done right, do it yourself"). And although they're hurt by being treated like doormats, they are often unwilling to toot their own horns about their accomplishments because they feel that although they deserve more credit than they're getting, it's somehow wrong to want any sort of reward for doing work (which is supposed to be a virtue in itself). (And as low-profile Is, their actions don't call attention to themselves as with charismatic Es.) Because of all of this, ISFJs are often overworked, and as a result may suffer from psychosomatic illnesses.

In the workplace, ISFJs are methodical and accurate workers, often with very good memories and unexpected analytic abilities; they are also good with people in small-group or one-on-one situations because of their patient and genuinely sympathetic approach to dealing with others. ISFJs make pleasant and reliable co-workers and exemplary employees, but tend to be harried and uncomfortable in supervisory roles. They are capable of forming strong loyalties, but these are personal rather than institutional loyalties; if someone they've bonded with in this way leaves the company, the ISFJ will leave with them, if given the option. Traditional careers for an ISFJ include: teaching, social work, most religious work, nursing, medicine (general practice only), clerical and and secretarial work of any kind, and some kinds of administrative careers.

While their work ethic is high on the ISFJ priority list, their families are the centers of their lives. ISFJs are extremely warm and demonstrative within the family circle--and often possessive of their loved ones, as well. When these include Es who want to socialize with the rest of the world, or self-contained ITs, the ISFJ must learn to adjust to these behaviors and not interpret them as rejection. Being SJs, they place a strong emphasis on conventional behavior (although, unlike STJs, they are usually as concerned with being "nice" as with strict propriety); if any of their nearest and dearest depart from the straight-and-narrow, it causes the ISFJ major embarrassment: the closer the relationship and the more public the act, the more intense the embarrassment (a fact which many of their teenage children take gleeful advantage of). Over time, however, ISFJs usually mellow, and learn to regard the culprits as harmless eccentrics :-). Needless to say, ISFJs take infinite trouble over meals, gifts, celebrations, etc., for their loved ones--although strong Js may tend to focus more on what the recipient should want rather than what they do want.

Like most Is, ISFJs have a few, close friends. They are extremely loyal to these, and are ready to provide emotional and practical support at a moment's notice. (However, like most Fs they hate confrontation; if you get into a fight, don't expect them to jump in after you. You can count on them, however, run and get the nearest authority figure.) Unlike with EPs, the older the friendship is, the more an ISFJ will value it. One ISFJ trait that is easily misunderstood by those who haven't known them long is that they are often unable to either hide or articulate any distress they may be feeling. For instance, an ISFJ child may be reproved for "sulking," the actual cause of which is a combination of physical illness plus misguided "good manners." An adult ISFJ may drive a (later ashamed) friend or SO into a fit of temper over the ISFJ's unexplained moodiness, only afterwards to explain about a death in the family they "didn't want to burden anyone with." Those close to ISFJs should learn to watch for the warning signs in these situations and take the initiative themselves to uncover the problem.


Functional Analysis
by Joe Butt

Introverted Sensing

As for ISTJs, the dominant Si is oriented toward the world of forms, essences, generics. Again, "for both of the IS_J types, the sense of propriety comes from the clear definition of these internal forms. ... A 'proper' chair has four legs," etc. (Jung saw IS as something of an oxymoron: sensing, which is a perceiving function, focused inward and thus away from that which is perceived (the "object"). In this light, he described this sensing as something removed from reality, full of archetypes/mythical figures/hobgoblins; sensing of one's own set of forms.)

Extraverted Feeling

A kind of "regression toward the mean" provided by the Fe auxiliary function serves to socialize the expression of these forms. I suppose it's the auxiliary nature of this Feeling, coupled with the balancing effect of {detachment from the internal idiosyncratic view of free-floating data perceptions} that makes ISFJs tentative, conservative, and reticent to boldly state the rights and wrongs in the relational world. (Loosely translated, ISFJs like to keep their perceptions to themselves, and aren't sure enough that what they "see" as Introverted Sensors has any relevance to the outside world. Thus the perception, based on unworldly data, may not be true. The obedient Extraverted Feeling function must therefore refrain from strong statements expressing these opinions.)

Introverted Thinking

Introverted Thinking is turned inward and is largely invisible. It is only with great difficulty, if at all, that the ISFJ could willingly commit anyone to their doom. Perhaps this explains why ISFJs are loyal to the end; there is no sense of purely objective (i.e., impersonal) judgement of anyone but themselves (and that only by their own standards). Here is this type's achilles heel that makes many of them so vulnerable to

Extraverted iNtuition

ISFJs are easily undone by Extraverted iNtuition, their inferior function. Believing in the fantastic, and disbelieving the technologically extant, are errors that my guide the gullible (or unfoundedly sceptical) ISFJ off a precipice of mis-conclusion. (One of our co-workers' mothers adamantly refused to believe that Dave Letterman's mom was actually at the olympics in Norway talking with the athletes and handing out hams! She suspected technological trickery.)

This childlike Ne is, however, the likely source (coupled with fun-loving Extraverted Feeling) of the practical joking, punning and (usually harmless) impishness of some ISFJs.

Famous ISFJs:

St. Teresa of Avila (Teresa de Jesus)
Louisa May Alcott
Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Queen Elizabeth II of England
Robert E. Lee
Queen Mary I ("Bloody Mary") of England

U.S. Presidents:
William Howard Taft
Johnny Carson, comedian
Robin Roberts (Good Morning America)
Kristi Yamaguchi, US Olympic figure skater
Ed Bradley, journalist

Fictional:

Bianca in Taming of the Shrew
David Copperfield
Hero in Much Ado About Nothing
Melanie in Gone With The Wind
Ophelia in Hamlet
Dr. John H. Watson, M.D. (Sherlock Holmes' faithful sidekick)
Copyright © 1996-2009 Marina Margaret Heiss and Joe

Type Relationships for ISFJs:

Aug. 2nd, 2009

Devotion of the day

God answers prayers in His own time. =) This devotion today has spoken to me because it relates to wht I have been through the past month.

My Utmost for His Highest
August 2, 2009
The Teaching of Adversity
 
In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world —John 16:33

The typical view of the Christian life is that it means being delivered from all adversity. But it actually means being delivered in adversity, which is something very different. "He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. No evil shall befall you, nor shall any plague come near your dwelling . . ." ( Psalm 91:1,10 )— the place where you are at one with God.

If you are a child of God, you will certainly encounter adversities, but Jesus says you should not be surprised when they come. "In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world." He is saying, "There is nothing for you to fear." The same people who refused to talk about their adversities before they were saved often complain and worry after being born again because they have the wrong idea of what it means to live the life of a saint.

God does not give us overcoming life— He gives us life as we overcome. The strain of life is what builds our strength. If there is no strain, there will be no strength. Are you asking God to give you life, liberty, and joy? He cannot, unless you are willing to accept the strain. And once you face the strain, you will immediately get the strength. Overcome your own timidity and take the first step. Then God will give you nourishment— "To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life . . ." (Revelation 2:7  ). If you completely give of yourself physically, you become exhausted. But when you give of yourself spiritually, you get more strength. God never gives us strength for tomorrow, or for the next hour, but only for the strain of the moment. Our temptation is to face adversities from the standpoint of our own common sense. But a saint can "be of good cheer" even when seemingly defeated by adversities, because victory is absurdly impossible to everyone, except God.

Aug. 1st, 2009

thoughts before the night ends

I am down to one week left in OP.

The past 7 weeks have disappeared in a blink of an eye..scarily fast. and yet work is piling up, with lots of things to do...with lots of deadlines near.

I never regretted taking up pre-reg training, despite acknowledging the fact that it will be the time of my life where I wil learn through lots of challenges - but that's how I will remember better. I think it really helps me to digest all that I have learnt in the past 4 years. All the theory is put into practice, and remains ingrained inside my head (I hope, it will be for long). Putting them to practice has also allowed me to help and serve others. Looking back into the past 7 weeks, I thank God for the company in TT, all the support and encouragement shared among each other. Thank God also for pulling me through THE TEST, despite passing it and failing it still. lol. but this serves for me not to be complacent but to work even harder and to remain consistent for the many mths to come. the more i learn, the more meaningful work becomes. and i have finally really understood what is real multi-tasking. have seen the seniors doing it and i am really amazed. i need that skill to be honed to their level.

more focus is good. and more sleep. the latter is highly crucial for good performance, i have realised. tried and tested. specific to xt.haha.

nights all. looking forward to tmr =)

Jul. 12th, 2009

flu-like symptoms

It is finally taking a toll on me.
I am down with mild flu-like symptoms. A little bit of sore throat, and a runny nose. (Wonders if it was my sis who passed the bug to me, cos she was down with fever, runny nose, cough and sore throat recently and still recovering from it). Feeling kinda tired and sleepy.
Working in a hospital is adds to the risk in such a time.
Hope I get well soon!

Work is piling up like crazy, so I am praying hard to recover soon. Hope I don't develop a fever. On a side note, my lymph nodes are swelling again for the third time since grad trip. (second time was when I just started work around 20 June. That episode was quite bad cos the nodes were tender and pain) This time, my lymph nodes feel harder, and also swollen in a series. I wonder why. May go see a specialist if it doesn't get any better. Hope I don't need to, cos that would mean I have to take off from work, and possibly reqiure a biopsy which will leave a mark. =/

Off to do my work!! Lots and lots and lots of deadlines, but I gotta survive through all these!

Jun. 20th, 2009

Sandcastles in the air...


After backpacking, I really embace the freedom that it holds. Travelling to the other side of the world finally convinced me that I must go for trips while I am still young!

Places to visit next: (though not anytime soon)
1) Just saw on TV: The Bicol Region in the Philippines. Lots of nature in its most original form. Check this out--> http://www.wowbicol.com/tourist_attractions/tourist_main.htm
2) Korea and Jeju Island!
3) Back to Europe! =) This is a definite must, but probably a few yrs later when I have more income to fund myself =p

=D

Such thoughts will always excite me =p

I miss travelling, wtihout a care in the world.

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